A date with the love of my life..
14th february 2009, valentines Day:
This day carried no importance in my life until 2009. She has been the best of friends i have met through my life so far. A childhood friend infact. We always spent our free time together, not one minute without each other. It was until this day when i realized that i had true love in my hearts for her. Come this valentines day when people were all talking about Pink Chaddis and offensive culture, I found no place safe than my own house to spend the day with her. It was wonderful, not for the first time did we spend the whole day together, but this day was special.
I still remember the first day we met. I was about 5 then, I don’t remember the exact day or time but I do remember the feeling when i first saw her. My Dad introduced me to her. Instant attraction. Love at first sight? Yes, may be. I was only 5 then and was far from understanding if it was love, but when i recall the day i’m sure it was love. Ahh.. what feeling it was. We became the best of friends. We loved each others company. It was wonderful. We laughed, we cried, and most importantly we loved each other.
I was convinced that people in love were more because of attraction and mainly physical attraction. That’s probably why i never realized that my best friend was actually the person who i was in love with. She is not attractive, but she is a wonderful. But sooner or later i was to realize that Love is much more a feeling of doing good, caring for the person you are in love with. She cared for me and I cared for her, that is what i called love!
Should i tell her, Should i not.. What is she going to think about me.. Does she share the same feeling? How is she going to react.. All such questions and what not. But then I think f her and all questions are answered. That’s how life has been so far. When ever i was scared, when i had tension, when i could get no sleep, all i would do is try and see her. And yes, whenever she appeared, a good feeling evaded all the bad ones. A feeling that i wanted to experience till i die! I was going to tell her.
I woke u early. And before i could even step out of the room, there she was. Right in front of me, wishing me good morning. I was speechless. I did not know what to say. What happened then? I want it to be a secret!
This relationship still remains as a secret from my close mates. It still is unknown to a lot of them. Why did i put it as a blog post? I really don’t know. A feeling bypassed me to let people know that i am in love! Short, sweet and simple; that’s how i like to put this relationship as. But hey, I don’t want to leave you to leave disappointed. If you are really are interested, here is a pic of the love of my life!
PS: You may looking for a place to bang your head after reading the post(be it for good or bad), Try the screen!